kawan aq b'masalah

Assalamualaikum,.
;)

kejam ke aq ckap aq cmtu,.??
but that's 4 real lah,.
aq pun da start bsan nk lyan dy niyh,.
balik2 org yg sme,.
msg pun asyik cte ttg bdak tu,.
tlg la weyh,..aq nk hdup bbas gak,..
jgan sesak kan otk aq dgan mslah ko tuh,..
bkan xnak tlong,..
tp hakikatnye,...sbb tlg ko lah aq jd mkin b'mslah skrg,.

mggu niyh klau xslah da dkt 3 atw 4 mggu dy xmsg bdak tuh,.
opppsss,..salah,..bdak tu yg xreply,..
dy sllu je anta msg,...tp x d'lyan,..
kejam kan aq pnye statement,..
huhhhhh,..!!

bkan nk kata aq niyh hbat sgt lah dlam hal2 cmni,.
tp,..4 me,..aq pun ade maruah,..aq pun ade ego,..
xkan la aq je yg kna usaha,.dy buat derk je,.
tolong lah,..mmg xla kannnnn,..

sejak gduh ngan bdak lki tuh,.aq xtau la da kli ke bpe dy anta msg kt bdak tuh,..
but,..the result was same,..x d'lyan,..xde respon lgsg,.
yg aq tau mggu lpas dy anta,..2 hri b'turut2,..
xlayan,....
hri ni pun dy anta lg,..
n,..........x layan jgak,..

dy msg aq td,..dy kte,..
slah ke msg yg dy anta tuh,..??
dy kte xpe,..dy xkan putus asa,..
whatttttttttttt,...??

mmg lah xbleh dok b'serah,,.
tp aq rse keadaan niyh da mcm,..
errrrr,..kwan aq tu da desperate sgt je,,

#come on,..jgan trus kjar org yg x sudi,.
kita pun ade mruah jgak,.
jgan smpai dy mainkan prsaan kita okeyh,...
done,..~~